Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo.

Monday, November 06, 2006>

im feeling. lethargic. confused.fuckingjealous.hurt.depressed.sucidal.pain.heart strings are tugging like hell. my minds in a mess. theres so much on my mind. i dont know what to do, what to choose, where to go, who to turn to. i wana tell you how i feel all the time but im afraid you'll just get irritated. so what if i pass my o's, i'll never get you. yea, i'm just short, stupid, i aint rich, i can never earn enough to support you in the future. but maybe, if things were different things wouldnt be in such a mess now? i would have worked hard if there was hope. you were my hope, and you left. it leaves me with nothing cause you were my everything. at laest if i ever had a second chance with you agqain, i'd die without any regrets.

sucide notes and butterfly kisses-
6:51 AM